i am calm (and secretive)

i just couldn't not stop myself from not not watching the whole twilight movie online just now. then went on to the love guru :]
the red cliff sequel's coming out next year, and batman some time a lot later. still out of blu tack so i can't hang up my batman poster :} i just giggled to myself. today is finally friday. which doesn't make much of a difference to me. philene and zai actually have the same birthdays. (today) deonn and jeff too, 12oct. and me and sa have ours on 4s.


i'm reading up on my star sign and it says my key planet is pluto.. so what am i supposed to do [?] anyway, scorpios is the only (known) sign with 3 totem animals. hah! take that cancer.

+ when i learn to master my passion and instincts, i'll transform into an eagle with more perspective and then i'll evolve into an always-peaceful dove ^'^
we transform painful poisons of possessive passion into higher consciousness based on universal love.
universal lover
oh damn,i just scrolled down and read my weakness [this sounds like a comic book..]
my need for secrecy (privacy) can be isolating . . .
one of the deeper and darker signs of the stars
this is kinda fun actually, finding out traits i sort of didn't know about. going on to zodiac when i'm done. :]
but their scorpio fashion thing is so wack. black isn't very prominent among my clothes..

everything else feels more or less right , i can't make up my mind if that's good or not. ie: we are obsessed with beginnings and endings.

bill gates is a scorpio.hehe

5 minutes later,
i am lovin' my scorpio description, it's so dark and kinda surreal, very johnny depp-ish. but i sound like a joker mixed with bruce wayne character. not a very nice one.

scorpions would rather kill themselves then be killed, if i put that in my terminology it'd be like..
' would you rather be killed by family or someone you don't even know '
*-i see most situations surreal