remember to forget

i am so bored. and i think i don't want to finish the commonwealth essay because i don't want to type it, since , since forever i've always had to write essays/compos. pen and paper are more.. what i'm used to.

umm, no one looks particularly pretty here actually...

• we had hungry jacks for dinner, i don't think i'm gonna blog about everyday stuff anymore.. it's just so boring, random and interesting sounds more appealing.
• plus i bought an ALL 4 ONE cassette tape/mix tape. for fifty cents. i got a player at home:]
• i want to name my son Ever
• ps. hey amanda, when you reread this in a few months, you were very very bored with nothing to do,and nobody to talk to [ not that you're a conversationalist now anyways.. ] that's why you started taking pictures of yourself. you are not a camwhore, and should not call yourself anything that crude. camwhore, don't label yourself luhh.
  

do i look like i take myself seriously? [compare.]

ever since i got here, clothing has been so mundane with sweaters and pullovers over jeans, and nobody here even cares what i wear anyway.. so it doesn't matter if i dress like a boy with my hair tied up under my cap? WRONG. partially, maybe the cap was a bit too far, but anyway, that's bull right. you know i'm wondering what phase of dressing i'm going to be in when we get back to sg, lately i'm all pants and a shirt. or like berms.
it's a bit funny [and entertaining] to me, that like most of my tk friends [HI! ] are different wavelengths of dressing (from me),by that i mean more femme, but it's rather nice anyhow, like in a group everyone looks different. Not the same, sameness, sames, same is a really weird word. [rhymes with thames]unless you think they do [you do.] then, that whole line is redundant.. damn, i really don't know what i'm saying. it's probably just a stalling tactic for the essay [1.11am]

the really annoying thing about cold weather and holidays is that.. i keep eating. like wtf. i got so fat T.T chubby , to sound nice.. grr.maybe i'll starve myself when i get back :] [joke] the humid sg weather will probably make me sweat off a few pounds too , hopefully :)